Where it all started

In primary school I remember playing kiss chase and knicker chase. I found the idea of being chased and caught very exciting but in practice I would never want to loose and so would run bloody fast. I was pretty good at sprinting and so would rarely be caught : P

I have a vivid memory of a birthday party I was invited to at about six, being painfully shy I hung back and watched as the others bobbed for apples nearer the house. I became aware of two boys that were also in the garden they were looking in my direction a fair bit so I decided to make my way further up the garden (which was very long) they followed in tow and started asking what my name etc was. They then decided that we’d all play a game. I tried to find an excuse not to play but they were adamant. I was to be the princess and be locked away in the tower and guarded (the tower being a section of garden up some steps with a low fence) I ran from them but as there were two of them they had the advantage and caught me. I struggled as they held on to me one each arm and led me to the castle up the stairs and through the gate. One would guard the gate and the other stood further back ready to catch me if I escaped. I thought it much more favourable to escape and be caught than sit there and do as I was told.

At about the age of nine I remember playing tie up games with my female friends. Naturally I liked to be the one who was tied and then I would try to escape. It was my favourite game for a couple of years before I grew out of it, during this time I destroyed many hair ribbons and lengths of finger knitting! I never experienced any kind of sexual feelings but enjoyed instead the safe secure feeling I got from being tied up, especially when wrapped in my sheets or quilt!

TV

Personally I blame it all on Hanna Barbera!! I don’t think I’m alone in saying I was a fan of Penelope Pitstop. She was always being captured by the hooded Claw or the bully brothers then put in some perilous situation often tied where she would have to use all her wits to escape. Brilliant!

As I grew older my fantasies were often based around scenes from television I would watch them intently at the time then run them over again at night in bed. One particular one that I remember was an episode from Midnight Caller. Devon the radio station manager was kidnapped and held captive in the basement of the building. She was tied to a chair and gagged. I clearly recall the bit where her captor removed the gag to offer her a drink of water, she reluctantly took a mouthful only to defiantly spit it all over the villains face. Bondage Bob and I recreated a similar scene for a photo shoot as the image had made a lasting impression on us both!

Boys ‘n’ stuff

By the time boyfriends came along I was 17 and I knew what I liked. I think I felt a little awkward trying to explain to the first one. He turned out to be submissive himself, so best it didn’t last. After that, by the stage I became intimate with someone there was no way I was going to be backward in coming forward so told them straight. . This is what I like.

I have been fortunate in my choice of partners as none have looked at me as if I were a lunatic, all have been fairly open to the idea and some like my ex-husband and more importantly my partner now, already had more than a passing interest in bondage and dominance. I consider myself very lucky in this respect as I am sure there are some that would run a mile!

Modelling

I have my ex-husband to thank for my venture into modelling, purely because without him I may never have come across the many websites like Bedroom Bondage and Weatherman to whom I first put the question, "How would I become a bondage model?" Lorelei was so lovely and put me in contact with Hywel Phillips from Restrained Elegance and he in turn suggested I contact Bob aka Bondage Bob, both of which were so fantastic at setting me at my ease and diminishing my concerns at never having modelled before. Both were more used to Models who had not done bondage before rather than a submissive who loved bondage but had never modelled before.

I was inspired by models such as Andrea Neal my personal fav. and so many other exceptional models. I love their expressions, that look of helplessness that makes you go awe poor thing then mmm how lovely ; )

In the coming months I hope to create for you the kind of pictures that turned me on so much. I hope you enjoy.

 

Missey xxx

 

 

 

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